Sinful

Every night
I wait for you
Silently hoping
That you'll come through
The cold air brushes against my skin
Trying to chase away this sin
I shouldn't love you, but I do
This feeling in my gut
Won't let me pursue
What I desire the most
Which is you

I want to feel, when I'm with you
I want to believe, that this is true
I want to allow such things to go without consequences
And to allow you to lower your defenses
Is it wrong, the way I feel?
Can't this feeling, just be a little bit real?
I want to love you without incident
But, we'll just keep going through all this torment